Long time no fkn post! Damn, men are complicated… You have the one trippin’ to make sure that what’s about to happen is because there is a ”connection”, then afterwards make sure that you aren’t interested in him because he wouldn’t be good for you or some shit.I seriously don’t get none of ya’ll!! AFTER, there’s the really good…friend?? calling you ”babe” all of a sudden, saying that he loves you, then wishes you goodnight when you barely txted all day… to most probably having the same old friendly relationship that’s always been going on the next day! UGHHHH!! Can’t I just study in peace? o.0

Ughhh mondays! Gotta hate ‘em, starting with a 2 hour chemistry class ain’t cool. Specially if you slept 4 hours the night before because you had to finish a french essay…which isn’t completed because some dumb guy couldn’t stop calling for help, basically wanting me to give him my info and shit. Not gonna work buddy. Anyways, its been a crazy long time I haven’t been here, my bad! I never would have known that not even through mid semester, college would be such a hoe and drown me under work and exams :( further posts will give the deets peace for now!

So wassup Tumblr, first post as an official “Adult” lol.

Anyways, kinda sucks to say that i’m upset..I’ve been putting all my little
effort into this BBQ that i’m doing for my birthday, I mean yea its like 20 minutes
away from the city but I found that it was worth it with all the space we’re going to have. We’ve invested soo much into it, money, food, etc…now it just seems like everyone is chokin’ out on us…I guess we’ll have to see the results tomorrow, but I’m not expecting much anymore sadly.

On this,
Gnight Tumblr

Okay so something has been on my mind, not that i care about it anymore…
I don’t get why people “tag” each other as Bffls?! I mean i do have best-friends
but is always calling them like that a way to reassure myself..? Heck no, i find its
stupid…i mean you know who your best-friends are and usually its such a strong bond that calling them “best-friend” isn’t enough. Also, there’s also like THIS one person that never really has a “permanent” best-friend..as if something happens, or you just like change school or something and that person just stops talking to you and stuff..I personally find that sad for the person that keeps changing because one day, he/she will end up alone, and its really sucks since that person you grew to be really close with was almost like a missing sibling to you…anyways, that’s all I think about bffl tags and all..on this, i shall head back to chemistry -.-

Peace out Tumblr ♥

Oh wassup Tumblr!!
So yea, its been like AGEESSS since i wrote, here’s why…
I was assigned to my second biology report about three weeks ago
and as you probably guessed, I was stuck with the same chick.
So we had to give in this little work two weeks ago and i asked my teacher
about how to do something in it, she asked me where was my partner, and so
I had to say that she never helped me and blablabla…The teacher ends up saying
that she’ll message the girl to let her know the situation and stuff..When I give in
the work, teacher asks me how come I didn’t put the girls name..like WTF! you know that I told you that she didnt so shit! She tells me to put her name anyway -.- The next day i had another Bio class (oooer), and the girl was there, because she missed a lot of classes, and she practically runs to me and asks me “comment est-ce qu’on sépare le travail pour le rapport?”, i was soo happy for that split second, i tell her “Bein attend, je sais pas si je l’ai laisse moi voir”…so i start searching through my bag, like 2 minutes later i find my paper and i lift my head to tell her…only to realize that she left, WITHOUT telling me! It pissed me sooo much, that I told myself that I’ll wait until SHE asks me again for the report…
And so, the report was due for last monday..and its like a 15 page report,. I started working on it on friday, stayed up until 3am, when to work early the next day…I KILLED myself for that report…I like slept 4 hours each night, it was crazy!!
I never got ANY news from her, not even on sunday night…
So, monday comes, i get to school, i have a shit load of stuff on that day, exams and projects to give in. I give my finished report to my bio teacher, it was around 11am :)
around 1pm, when i’m fkn focused on my philosophy analysis, i get a text..FROM THE GIRL saying “c’est quand qu’on se voit pour le rapport??”
Might I add that we had until 5pm to give it in…

I text her, around like 3pm, because finishing my philosophy final analysis was WAY more important than her stupid text, and i say “bein moi j’ai fait le mien, tu peux faire le tien”

She bombards me with texts on tuesday (WTF?!?!), saying that i’m a bad person, that all i wanted to do is do them alone, and that she was always the one that came to me for the reports…starts saying that she might get 0 and fail and that its fkn serious since she’s on contrat..

She writes a message to the teacher, teacher writes to me why didn’t i put the girls name, i say why…

Exam day comes, last friday, i’m at school early revising my stuff for my biology exam and silently wishing that the chick doesn’t just pop out of no where and starts dissing me…Gladly that didn’t happen. I’m at the class like 15 minutes early to get a safe back spot lol, the teacher hands out the reports, i’m like oh godd…
she gets to me, she says she wants to talk to me, i’m like of fuckk…she asks me again about my situation, and i remind her that she was supposed to send her a message and she forgot (nice!), she’s like kk yea i understand, the girl probably will have to do a report herself (sweet revenge)!! I got a killer grade on it (88!)..

11 o’clock, exam starts…everybody’s here except her..OBVIOUSLY!
Talk about a girl that doesn’t want to fuck up Biology…Like around noon she arrives, i laugh since she only has one hour left to do the exam and she most probably won’t be able to make it.

Basically, that’s what has been keeping me out of tumblr life :(
one more exam left and i’m done !!
OMG this is a long post :P

So i studied shitlessly for my math exam and the grades FINALLY come in..
Whats my grade? Lets just say that i’m below the class average, and its 49%.
So yea, for once i can truly say that I don’t understand what happened.
Anyways, on the good side i guess, there’s a guy (ouu la la).
He’s funny as hell and great to hang out with..kinda sucks that i won’t be there
this summer to get to know him some more. Guess I’ll have to wait till next semester.